Butterfly Effect.

The presence or absence of a butterfly flapping its wing could lead to creation or absence of hurricane.

That's what the theory said. Well, I couldn't agree more. Yes, as a Muslim I believe in Qada' & Qadar. But it doesn't mean we don't have to limit our imagination, ability, thoughts, effort and then just give in that way, right? So, based on the theory, let's test ourselves with 'what if ' quiz.

What if 'I chose her/him, not you?'

What if 'I'm still with her/him?' 

What if 'I can be invisible?'

What if 'I am a female?' (duh??) 

What if 'bla bla bla?'

Remember, small initial differences may over time lead to large unforeseen consequences. 

Yet, every cloud has a silver lining. So, don't be sorry for anything that already gone, just pray and try harder for a better tomorrow. 

Defense Mechanism.

What is defense mechanism? It is an unconscious psychological strategies brought into play by various entities to cope with reality and maintain self-image. Ok, let's make it simple. It is actually about denial when conflicting with EGO.

Well, I'm not going to talk specifically about defense mechanism, which is better for you to search it in Wikipedia or what-so-ever. My version here is regarding to surroundings, relationship, friendship and etc.

Now, let me express my so-called version in few words and kindly use your critical thinking to understand.

ANXIETY.

REALITY CONFRONTATION.

MORAL.

AVOIDANCE.

DISPLACEMENT.

INDIVIDUALISTIC.

This is what we are. Human being. 

Good to be Bad?

Self Paranoid.

Afraid of Acceptance.

Influence of Others.

Just give a damn - Why not?

Running from being Typical.

Sometimes it's Good to be Bad.

Being Radical or Liberal?

Kembali membuat kacau. Dari dibiarkan bersawang, apa kata biarkan aku merepek kat sini.

Kali ni tiada kaitan dengan geng BABA, tapi just terasa nak menulis ikut sedap tangan saja. 

Dan ini yg terlintas di kepala otak buat masa sekarang. So, apa lagi, let's get started lah.

What's that mean by being radical? And how about the liberal? Radical liberal?

By definition, radical in adjective can be defined as : of or going to the root or origin; fundamental.  Departing markedly from the usual or customary; extreme.

For noun : One who advocates fundamental or revolutionary changes in current practices, conditions, or institutions.

Liberal : Not limited to or by established, traditional, orthodox, or authoritarian attitudes, views, or dogmas; free from bigotry.

Ok, done with definition. What I want to share here is being a Radical Liberal, whether we realize it or not. 

Did you ever know, as we growing older, being radical and liberal are happening in ourselves? 

For example, feeling cool when you were breaking the rules. Even sometimes we proud of it. That's a simple example of this ideology. Still, it is an arguably mentality among us. Just ask ourselves, which one is fit better for us. Just follow the flow or slip against the current. It's our choice. Thus, as a grown up, we should know better.

Maybe you are wondering, why these kind of things just cross my mind and suddenly sharing these f'ing thoughts. Yeah, like I said, this is what in my mind right now. A lot more to say but I guess this is it.

To be continued next time, probably.

Till then, Assalamualaikum.